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I love you, too. I hope you’re either close to the goal for tomorrow or that enough trickles in that you can get it back on soon. We all worry/love you even as we’re stuck in our own isolated hells. <3
I am close enough that I’ll get by. I think I’m five dollars short, but I still need to check my work balance, so I think it’s settled, and I’m so fucking grateful for these little things. I still have no idea how i’m going to survive next month with no child support coming in, but I am determined to only deal with this shit one day at a time.
Tomorrow I go to MY doctor and I’m getting my meds upped and by tomorrow night I will hopefully finally get some goddamn sleep. At least my coughing has finally gone down, that was kicking my ass. My entire being was just retching in anticipation every time that tickle in my throat started. My stress levels and pain and this horrific flu have just made this the worst month this year, and that’s saying something.
So for a handful of people to come forward and say - you are worth a couple bucks… - that’s infinite. It’s amazing and it’s wonderful and I don’t have words for it. If this sickness has taught me anything, it’s that the little things are the best and the worst. In this case, best. <3333